Analog portrait of me

About me. Well, I am not a normal person. I have big issues with others, I do not know what to say or how to act in certain situations. Nothing enormous wrong with me. I’m an introverted person. That is all. I manage to cooperate with others in professional situations and I am very good at it. During my music lessons, workshops, choir rehearsals and photo sessions everything is ok. I know how to lead, how to be seen and to be acknowledged. Problems start when I don’t have my camera with me and when I don’t need to be a leader. When I need to be a friend or sister.

People have bragged about me. As a young singer with a lot of non-musical friends, it felt like my only value in relationships was my singing. Men have treated me like a property. High-value property, but still. That is not ok. From today’s perspective, it is no wonder that some part of me decided that I need to be different.

I am ok with everything that happened to me over the years. I am finally truly happy, and I know that amazing things are going to happen to me in the future. I love my life. I love that I am a musician and a photographer. I love my analogue cameras and the weirdness that comes with them.

The most beautiful thing about us, people, is that everyone is imperfect and everyone is different. And every single person is an artist. So I am not so much of a weirdo.

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